Lifestyle

Currently still rotting at home. I am still jobless. Ya I like it but I dun like is that money will not come to me. LOL~ I thought of doing online business but no money no stock how to sell stuffs.

I have been camping in YouTube, watching dance covers from other people who are from oversea. This is the only way I got to learn from them and reflect on my dance too. I am so hardworking in dancing but not other stuffs. LOL~

I like to talk about something that I have been keeping it in heart though it might be not good to people who are related to this topic but I just wish to share my thinking. I have an interest of dancing AKB or other sisters group dances and this made up of my mind of joining the AKB cafe job. I sent emails for signing up too for 2 times. Once is during before the opening and another one is not long ago. But instead, I was not selected and I do not know why. Maybe is because I am not a cosplayer before and I am kinda of old in the age, and also I am not good in Japanese too.

I had did some research on their cafe staffs. Most of them are either blogger and also did cosplay. I really did envy them that they can work in cafe but I am really kinda of angry that they do not treasure their job. Some of them might took it as granted as I know a lot of them have quit the job. I know I am really lose to them. So I am not really upset about it. I am still doing fine in my YouTube though I can't perform LIVE like the cafe girls that I wanted to do it so badly. This wish is never being come true.

I am glad that I do have a few fans in YouTube from oversea and my number of subscribers are hitting 100. I am happy to have all of you guys who have been giving me comments and viewing my videos. It given me a lot of support and also a feeling of success.

I admitted that last year when I first created my YouTube dance channel in the starting, there are a lot of dislikes in my video and that really making me feeling upset and disappointment. However, as time past, I started to look on the bright side, giving dislike is a way to improve in my dances. I am glad that I am able to get about more than 50 likes in one of my dance cover videos.

I am kinda of looking forward for my weekend recording. I miss recording either. Hope everything will goes well and going to meet some of my fellow dancers. I shall plan to do a recording with them soon. I have been dragging of that too.